Well I haven't put anything up in a loooooooong time.

I have some commissions. I really hope they go through. The commission is form a few girls I know for Steampunk for Acen 10. I have some great stuff I'll be scanning in and posting in the next few days. I love it and I just hope the people who are paying me will to. I so need the money.

I have been trying to get a job for like, ever. Well months. I thought I had a job at Target but it didn't go through. I was sure I had it in the bag. The lady even said she really wanted me to have a 3rd interview and she would call. Oh well I guess.

I'm really into the Ting Tings for music and this song called flagpole sitta, very good.

Let see what else. School is driving me nuts. Just sci and math right now. I'm not to worried about passing math but Sci is a different story. I'm going to have to study my brains out and I'm so not kidding.

I read New Moon in 3 days. thats about 600 pages I think. Any way I have fallen so hard back in to love. I know some of you sneer at my Twilight but I love that love story. I will say they are really really bad vampire books. I had to re-read sparkle a few times when I first read the books just to make sure I was reading that right. But I am proud to say I am an original fan. I read the first book Twilight when it first came out back when I was a sophomore in high scool. Which is weird to say. But any way, I had not read any of the books in years and I just so in love the Edward and everyone. Which by the way the guy that plays Edward, yeah hes ok but he isn't Edward, the girl that palys Bella is good though she works very well for me. But I was so sucked into New Moon that I was mopping around for 2 days. I could swear I felt Bellas pain when Edward left her, even my dad noticed I was more on edge. I love books that can suck you in like this. They are hard to find since there are so few of them. Early Anita Blake does the same thing for me. But its hard to find books where it seems like it could be so real, like you know all of the people in the book. I love being that sucked into something, so consumed by it. I was even getting a bit in at red light I was so into the book. Ok go on label me weird now. -_-

I've found a way to get moving, to just let some frustration and boredom with a mundane life out. I have used some really popie and dance music with my poi, Ting Tings and other stuff. It feels so free, no one watching and just moving my body. I would never do that around a another soul. I'm sure I look like a drunken 3 year old in dance school. But I just feel so care free after words. I love to do random things to just let it all out and feel so happy about it. Its never easy to find what does that for you, but when you do its one of the best things for your self. To just let your soul, or muse, or what ever hang out and just laugh for no other reason other then being free and spontaneous. We all just need to learn to let everything go once and awhile and just be free with nothing yelling in our mind. About a test coming up or a problem at home. But just be free and carefree for a little.

Well I guess thats all I got now. I have to finish my work up so I can get some sleep, I was up till 2 reading last night and I was up at 8.